Afterthought

I haven’t heard from you in months.

I haven’t seen you in over a year.

I miss your smile,

The way you talk,

The sound of your laughter.

Where are you now?

What have you been doing?

Have you been healthy?

I text you but to no avail.

You never reply.

Am I just a filler?

Someone to talk to when you have no one else?

Do I even matter to you at all?

I know I am not your first choice.

But I was hoping I’d be more than an afterthought.